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an entheogenic compound in alchemical relation to the blackness that both ends and begins: Prima Materia. The Sleight of Hand used to make pacts and synthesis GOD from bark. Sigil resonance and how the molecule precipitates according to the pattern of the sigil.

To begin, I would like to explain the title and subtitle more thoroughly.

I ritualize and sacredly alchemize Dimethyltryptamine – N, N– DMT From both Acacia Confusa and Mimosa Hostiles tree bark these two pharmakoi- specifically Tree Spirits- are the most reputable and ethically available Pharmakoi to synthesis DMT and NMT from. Throughout this work, DMT will often be referred to as "GOD" - sometimes facetiously, sometimes with full sincerity.

So what does it mean to call DMT "GOD".

Simply put:

Its present in every living thing on earth.

DMT is commonly referred to as the "spirit Molecule," a compound capable of inducing profoundly meaningful, often ineffable spiritual experiences. What's endlessly fascinating is that it is endogenous- our own bodies produce it. Whatever else it may be doing evolutionarily, its presence is not incidental. it exists everywhere life exists.

That alone is enough to earn the name "GOD"

Now– before anyone gets to excited I don't actually believe in a literal sky-daddy god hovering above the clouds. But I do understand the myth. As I was raised heavily Christian I have read the bible backwards and forwards and think its interesting as well as a good book to be a good person when religion doesn't weaponize and demonize, which it always has done and probably will do seeing it's deity historically is a blood hungry storm and war god YWHY. But that is for a different post.

In the Abrahamic canon, God creates the world and leaves behind his perceivable essence within creation itself– woman, man, animal, plant, transpeople.... When decoding the myth it comes down to God experiences himself through his own making. We are god experiencing himself.

I don't necessarily believe this story. It's simply the one I was raised with and in this context fits pretty nicely.

*~666HAIL SATAN LET THE PRINCE OF DARKNESS RULE THE EARTH AND LET US GLORY IN HIS EVERBURNING FLAME!!666~*

jk. girl... COULD YOU IMAGINE.. LOL

Anyways the point here is this: you don't need to believe any canon to understand what I'm getting at.

DMT functions like residue. Like god's Cheeto dust all over our white t-shirt.

It is the dust left behind by whatever brought life into being– whether you call that process science, god, buddha , Anima Mundi, nature's cruel cosmic accident , or some half- remembered egg cracking open in the dark. Whatever it was, it left Cheeto dust. DMT is the tasty little crumbs we can still touch of it- when needed.

Different forms of "GOD" (DMT) appear throughout both the animal and plant kingdoms. The two most commonly discussed are N,N-DMT and 5-MeO-DMT. N,N-DMT is famously present in the traditional Amazonian ayahuasca brews, while 5-MeO-DMT is often associated with the Colorado River Toad (Bufo Alvarius). We will be mostly focusing on GOD and Jesus, in this blog we are women of god.

DMT is rarely discussed as a family of related states rather than a singular molecule, but that distinction matters. Different expressions of tryptamines don't simply produce different "intensities" of experience- they alter orientation, memory, and relationship to GOD. What follows and will be a stand alone topic in this blog is not a hierarchy, but a map I carved and documented at the same time through experiences, alchemical transmutation , and pacts made with a demon in a lab coat....okay its not really a lab coat its more of the ever flowing creating black ooze alchemist of old called Prima Materia, the demon I might add, wears it nicely. Here's that map:

N-Methyltryptamine (NMT we will call this one Jesus...we won't) is often treated as a footnote- an impurity, byproduct, something adjacent to "the real thing". That dismissal misses the point. NMT doesn't behave like a failed GOD. It behaves like a memory of one....jesus. ~*VUV~*

Rather than treating these compounds as isolated chemicals I approach them as a walkable web- each node shifting how consciousness moves, remembers, and returns. This ever present shift is the macro to Trimasiel's Micro. This is the demon in the lab coat, to whom I dedicate all thing chemistry and sleight of hand too. Here is the tie, just as I stated before this shift has flow and cadence when read and it can be felt. So to is a step in the synthesizing process of DMT in a method called "Freezer Pull".

(to my FBI agent. this is a godly blog. women of Christ talking about christ)

So a quick rundown on the freezer pull method without giving exact how to.

  • Finely Powdered root bark
  • Lye + water solution
  • A lot of wait time
  • Warm naphtha poured over the solution
  • A gentle swirl of said warm naphtha through the muck we will call from here on out "pima materia"
  • more wait time
  • Separation of naphtha from prima materia
  • transfer of that naphtha onto glass plate
  • place plate into freezer
  • more wait time (24-48hrs)
  • GOD (if everything goes right– and almost equal amounts of time, it doesn't)

When rereading the 6th step– "a gentle swirl of said warm naphtha..." this is the sleight of hand Trimasael rules in the context. As well as in my experience. It is both literal and figurative.

To explain this gently, especially for those who think in images rather than equations (me):

Picture Prima Materia as hair.

Picture alkaloids- Tryptamines (DMT, NMT)– as lice caught in hair.

Picture the warm solvent (naphtha) as a comb.

When you fine- comb lice out of someone's already agitated head–

(the lye and water heat having broken the bark's cell walls down—

You never use brute force.

You do not shove a comb through with all your might.

You coax

You move slowly

you guide with confidence and cunning

you allow what is already ready to jump out license to do so comfortably.

This is the Sleight of Hand.

nothing violent, nothing over powering, just women of Christ swirling in the name of the lord with cunning and confidence.

A shift in orientation
a change in relationship

a different kind of movement.

amen.